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2023.06.10 03:21 Soft_Broccoli4207 stranger to myself

I've recently started therapy and have realized that not only am I very depressed (when I thought I wasn't) but I also have no idea who I am. My therapist often asks me to recall certain things from my life, back to my childhood, or even things about myself now, and I find it so difficult to provide answers. I think this is because I've spent most of my life in survival mode, I was diagnosed with depression and social anxiety in high school but these things manifested way before then. I feel like because I was always under the stress of these disorders, that I was never able to cultivate a personality. I know what my values are and what music I like and stuff like that, but as far as interests, desires and many experiences that probably helped shaped me, it feels like a fog comes over as I try to think about them. It's hard to explain but I feel just head empty, like there's rolling tumbleweeds up there or something. I've always been a quiet person, but I don't think that much either, not that I'm stupid, but just....simply existing. And I think this is because my anxiety and depression kept me away from meeting people and getting close to them (I'm 28 now but I've only had one friend my whole life and I've never even been on a date) so I lacked other perspectives and people to help shape my ideas and opinions. Same with experiences, I isolate so much that I'm not very aware of what's going on or what it's like to do certain things. I feel like a blank slate but not in a good way. And every time I try to put myself out there and meet new people/try new things, I'm always slapped in the face by how out of place I am. I was really motivated to work on this but in my last meeting with my therapist she literally said she "doesn't know what to do for me" and that she's "at a loss" which is TMI but it really upset me I can't lie. And now I just don't know what to do, I don't want to do anything if I'm being honest because it's all so overwhelming.
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2023.06.10 03:19 f-as-in-frank Amazon want to do a police report for a missing item in my package.

So I order an iPhone from Amazon and I got an empty box. In order to get a refund they want me to fill out a police report. I am going to do one online but I don;t know which to choose. "Lost property" or "Theft under $5000".
Any one have some advice?
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2023.06.10 03:17 AidanUsingReddit How long does it take to get over a relationship?

She was my first everything and I feel completely empty without her, I had to move away and we couldn’t make long distance work. I really haven’t felt any sort of recovery of this garbage mental state in the past week. Has anyone every reconnected years later and made it work. I just feel like trash
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2023.06.10 03:17 Spurned-bi-gold Finally started summer break

And I feel empty ngl, I just hope I actually make the most out of it, don’t want it to end up like my other summer break where all I do is play video games.
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2023.06.10 03:15 Best_Bodybuilder_391 Friend throwing out their life

My friend (20F) has been recently throwing out and discarding all their possessions. She used to be a huge maximalist and had posters and art all over her walls. She had a shelf full of collections and trinkets and its completely empty now. Her walls dont even have hooks on them anymore and she has gotten rid of all the art. Her room is so plain now which, isnt bad in general, but because i know who she is and what shes like, it is extremely off putting and disturbing to see her become this way. She doesnt wear her jewellery anymore, which she wore everyday, dresses very basic which is again unlike her. She used to go on about all her favourite fandoms and things she liked but now she has completely shut down and she hardly talks about anything anymore. Shes just a shell. She hasnt shown any explicit signs of worse things like unaliving but this behaviour is still extremely worrying to me. What is happening to her and what can I do?
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2023.06.10 03:15 poopydooti Is this abuse???

I’m horrible with writing paragraphs so I’ll do my best y’all. Some encouragement and advice would be nice to read through. My wife of several years (27F) (28M) always resorts to talking to me like shit. This has been an issue I’ve had since we’ve met. Any time we get in a disagreement that turns into an argument, she curses me out, tells me she hates me, and so many “fuck you” “screw you” statements. She’s been physical about it as well, such as throwing things and slamming stuff to no end. Today she had a bad day with the kids, and starting her period. I got home and all I heard walking in the door was “shut up shut the fuck up” referring to our children. She is an amazing mother but I know women get on edge for that time of the month but god dang, is it that serious you have to talk to our children so harshly? Also, she did tell me she wanted some physical attention when I got home, and I tried to give it to her (non sexual). Went cut grass, came back in and heard her yelling at our son again and cursing. I asked her to please stop and she blew up on me saying that I’ve been being mean to her since I got home and I really have not been. I’ve been outside taking care of the yard. I asked her to please stop yelling and cursing at me and she got more pissed. “Fuck you” another “fuck you” then an “I hate you” and proceeds to throw an empty coke can across the house hoping to hit me with it. All while our son (4) was watching, screaming his lungs out probably traumatized to shit seeing that. I’m a bit broken about it. My heart hurts he had to witness that, so I’m sleeping with him in his bed tonight. Also, I feel so fed up with being talked to in such ways. I don’t ever tell her hurtful things such as those when we get in any heated discussions. I’ve asked her for years to stop and it just doesn’t. I honestly want to cry, but nothing comes out. I’m genuinely hurt 😞
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2023.06.10 03:14 TheDeathMachin3 Posting my favourite panels of every Kengan chapter: Chapter/Day One

Posting my favourite panels of every Kengan chapter: ChapteDay One
Chapter 1 had a shockingly high amount of images I wanted to put here, but I ultimately decided on this one.
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2023.06.10 03:14 Striking-Moment-4786 Getting a job

So, recently I signed up to get a job at a local fast food joint. I got the interview, and I’m 100% sure I’ll get the job since they’re pretty empty there anyways. My dad has his concerns like me eating unhealthy or my face breaking out because of the cooking oil …. But is overall glad I’m getting into the workforce. My mother on the other hand, seems irritated. I use my dad’s car to take my partner to work, and I’m going to be working with them so I don’t spend money on a lot of gas. But my mom always complains about how their dad needs to take them and how she’s the one always getting fucked over and paying for people. (My partner’s dad is homeless and works a construction job and doesn’t even own his own car) She paid $40 in gas yesterday, and now acts like she pays for me all the time and makes me feel like a burden when I’m reality it’s my dad who makes all the money and she does nothing. I don’t know what to think here. I’m getting a job so I can pay for my gas, and hopefully even get my own car. Why can’t she be happy for me ? I kid you not, when I told her about my interview she said something along the lines of “tell your dad. We get it, I understand, you have a job at ____” in a monotone voice. I’m not asking her to jump up and down with joy, but at least be glad I’m working somewhere and getting some kind of pay. She’s always been like this. She says it’s because “she’s German” but that’s fucking stupid.
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2023.06.10 03:14 RedditChenjesu How do you set up a basic "move in this direction" rig for a snake/eel/worm?

I'm not sure how to go about this exactly, but I'd like to be able to move a tubular creature like a snake/worm/eel fluidly, along a curve such that it can move or stretch forward and follow the curve.
What I've done is paranted the mesh to separated bones, created a bezier curve of equal length as the armature with at least a dozen vertices, then hooked those vertices to a set of empties for each vertex.
This empties seem to control the bezier curve which is...good? It's what I was going for to an extent, but there's so many to have to move at once, I haven't parented each bone to each empty yet.
Is there a better or more standard way to go about this? Basically, the curve and the empties is the thing that's animated, the mesh just follows it, but I don't know how to get a fluid bend-into-and-move-left and such for a tubular creature.
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2023.06.10 03:14 Blodeuwedd19 So much better the second time around

I just finished watching the whole series for the second time (minus last episode cause I can't stomach it). The first time around, I saw it as it was coming out (from about 4th season on), now seeing it all without waiting and knowing what happens it's so much more interesting and you notice so many hints that just fly by on the first time... Only bad thing is the empty it leaves when you finish, I almost wanted to restart right away 🤣
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2023.06.10 03:13 SenorBezi SharkClean Scheduler just doesn’t work.

I have the Shark AI Ultra 2-in-1 with the self emptying base. Had to fight with the app to even connect it to the robot vacuum but the schedule mode doesn’t seem to work at all. I have it set to run M,W, and F at 8:00 PM, and it will just never run. When I first got it setup on Tuesday, it ran automatically at 8 PM that night, but nothing since. I have read on here that people have had issues with it running a few hours different from what it was set at, so I thought maybe mine was just 24 hours off and would’ve ran at least another time since Tuesday and I could predict how it was skewed but nope. Anybody have any advice on getting it to work? (Besides buying something else 🤣) TIA
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2023.06.10 03:12 Datboitom22 Smh

Empty lobby and full backpack. As I get in the escape pod I hear ai running up on me. The screen cut to black and made the launch noise, but sent me back to the menu. Oh and I was full on health wearing a lvl 11 helmet so please tell me how this happens? Some of this stuff makes the game really unappealing. It was just a waste of 15 mins and some decent gear
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2023.06.10 03:11 JaceStormrider New player looking for strategy guide on how to outpace the ai empties as fast as possible

I’ve found myself getting overpowered by other empires as I can’t build myself up fast enough, any tips/strats? Note that I’m also playing the base game, no dlc
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2023.06.10 03:10 TaywuhsaurusRex What are these little guys?

What are these little guys?
I went to a bunch of local fish shops this past week and a half, looking for panda corys to keep my lone, last Jim company (originally there was three, all three Jim). Not one of the stores had them, there's some weird shortage of pandas in my area apparently.
I did find these little fellows, allegedly they're peppered corys but I've never seen them with the bandit mask and dorsal markings before. Could they perhaps be a cross? Are they some other cory I just am unfamiliar with? Jim also seems to really like them, he bullied via headbutts for about 30 minutes to assert dominance and the 4 of them have been mostly inseparable since. At least finding him companions was a success, but I'm concerned I need to be thinking about them outgrowing the tank eventually.
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2023.06.10 03:09 Knight-112 This is why you should be using the Flapjack Rifle

So we all know the new season came with some new weapons. I’m gonna do a full review of the lootpool and the meta sometime soon, but for now I wanted to focus on one in particular, the Flapjack Rifle
There’s a few key points but first I’m gonna give the stats (common-mythic)
Damage: 25/27/28/29/31/32
Headshot Damage: 41/44/46/47/51/51
Structure damage: 30/31/33/35/36/38
Fire rate: 6.2
Magazine size: 45
Reload time: 3.85/3.67/3.5/3.33/3.15/2.97
The flapjack rifle is an LMG in real life (the Lewis gun), but in game it’s an assault rifle. That means that Rifle augments work with the flapjack!
The current rifle augments are:
Medium Ammo Required (not only rifles but works for the flapjack)
First Assault
Reckless Rifle Reload
These three make the flapjack SO much better as you’ll always have ammo (it burns through ammo pretty quick), have more damage on first shot, and faster reload for an empty pan
Speaking of, I wanted to remind you all that two or three people with a flapjack rifle is absolutely insane. One person spraying your builds with it is already pretty op, but two or three?
Let’s take just the structure damage of the Rare one (33) and multiply that by 2 (so if you are spraying with your duo at the same time) that’s 66 structure damage. 66x45 is 2,970
That’s 2,970 possible structure damage if you and your duo spam both full mags. Than with said augments, you can bypass the moderately long reload time and keep pressuring people
Don’t forget that’s 1,485 structure damage for one pan. So it’s still insane in solos. I’d even say a little too strong in the structure damage department (at least it’s not as bad as the EvoChrome 😟)
The flapjack is an actual strong rifle. And it’s gonna be meta in competitive/tournaments. Not only that, but it’s pretty accurate as well!
I feel like a way to better balance it is to make it an LMG (so the two rifle augments don’t work on it) and to reduce the structure damage by a little bit
So in conclusion: the pancake rifle is insane and you should be using it. Especially in team modes
Fun fact: the flapjack rifle is probably named Flapjack due to the pan magazine (Pan. Pancake. Flapjack. Get it? )
Now if only the Havoc AR was useful 😐
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2023.06.10 03:09 q_manning Back button on LG Service Remote?

Admittedly I feel like a moron, but I have pressed every button on the mkj39170828 and not a single one of them seems to work as Back in “XStudio.”
I’ve scoured Google for a manual that’ll tell me, but have come up empty handed 😂
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2023.06.10 03:08 Free_Willy4480 Salad And Go has gone way downhill, at least my local one in North Phx has

Salad And Go has gone way downhill, at least my local one in North Phx has
I've lived near the Salad and Go on 19th ave and Pinnacle Peak for 4-5 years now and go there frequently It used to be great, prices are awesome and you would get decent portions of food. As expected over time prices have gone up and portions have gone down. I've actually noticed this with my salads recently. They used to be so full I could hardly get the dressing to spread when shaking it, now over half the salad bowl is empty space. This morning I ordered a breakfast bowl, picked it up then went home. When I opened it I was shocked, there was hardly any food in it, it looked more like someone's leftovers (image linked below). Usually I try not to be an asshat but at this point this was nowhere near acceptable. I went back to the location and explained, the worker then proceeds to argue with me about how this is a normal portion size. I'm like dude I come here a lot and this is NOT normal. And if it is normal nobody would be paying for this. Long story short I ended up getting a refund which was still about $1.50 short of what I paid but I chose not to pursue it any further but I'm honestly irritated because I go there for breakfast almost every morning and often times for lunch too.
I'll link an image to what my bowl looked like below, please tell me if I was in the wrong here? Is this happening at other Salad And Go locations in the valley as well?
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2023.06.10 03:06 short59 IMAX movies for 2024?

Looking on the release calendar I can only see Madame Web and Elio as potential IMAX candidates for the early part of the year.
Madame Web seems to take the mid-February superhero spot that Ant-Man 3 had this year.
Pixar's Elio will probably get an IMAX release because Luca and Turning Red were optimized for IMAX before their theater releases were cancelled.
March seems like a busy time for blockbusters as its currently scheduled. Might have successive weeks after Elio with Kung Fu Panda 4, Godzilla Vs. Kong, and Snow White (I think Spider-Verse 3 will be delayed from March 2024 though). So you'll only have one week to see any given movie in IMAX.
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2023.06.10 03:06 Dreddbeat Does anyone have a good bear build they can recommend?

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2023.06.10 03:05 Key_Craft_9107 Neighbor parks in front of my house but refuses to park in front of their own

Basically, my house has a 2 car parking space as street parking. Same with my neighbor. I have roommates and so 2 roommates have to park at the street. My neighbor, however, chooses to park halfway into one of the spots in front of my house, leaving only 1.5 space left so fitting only 1 car and not 2. They refuse to park in front of their own house and their driveway is always empty
Today is where things took a new level of crazy. Neighbor wasn’t home so my roommate was able to park in front of the house. She parks towards the end (where the neighbor usually blocks off) so that our other roommate can park. Neighbor comes back FuRIOUS and then parked in front of our driveway and was just screaming in the yard.
Is there anything that can be done? We don’t know what to do anymore.
We usually let it go but today we just thought since the space is opened, it’ll be okay to park in front of our own house for once.
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2023.06.10 03:05 southside_johnny Killed off the clover, now what?

One thing I’ve noticed after reading posts here and watching tons of videos online on how to successfully rid your lawn of clover, is that no one ever says what they do after they’ve killed it off.
What’s the move? Do you just leave the dead weeds as a warning to future clover trying to move in? Rake em up and leave the empty space until it’s time to fill in the spots in the fall? Dethatch, fertilize and reseed later?
It’s been dry here lately in MD and I don’t want to be watering a lot as I’m on a well. I need to dethatch anyways but I’m gonna wait until water starts falling from the sky again.
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2023.06.10 03:04 chiboulevards Girlboss invooster

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