Hi its me again searching for manga
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This time it's even more vague (lol)
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From what I remember:
>there's like demons ?? or supernatural thingies
>mc is like weak (like his magic for attacking) but turn out he's not just cut out for attacking hes a support
>i think he figures this out after being paired up with the 2nd lead (black hair and extremely op or something iirc)
> (is this bl???, from what i remember nothing bl-ish ever happens tho..)
>some like random dude that has been wanting to beat 2nd lead since they were children (childhood enemies, me thinks) shows up and starts bullying(???) the mc
>somewhere near the end(??) mc, 2nd lead and this dude team up to kill a demon or something
>this is a school setting, i think
>theres also this one girl but i cant seem remember anything about her
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tbh that's all i can't seem to scratch my brain for more
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If you somehow manage to find it then thanks!!

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I'm not sure if this would be it, but my main question is how to practice this more and not lose it, if I haven't already. I'll give some stories as an example and explain a little:

1. First time this ever happened that I can recall was I was leaving for school one day and as I was getting into my car I had this thought that I was going to be in a crash. It wasnt a question, just a statement. I'm use to always talking to myself in my head but it's always my voice. This time it wasn't my voice. Anyways, on my way to school I was stopped at a red light and got rear ended. The couple probably thought I was crazy, but it did little damage to my car and more to theirs, plus I was just completely excited, so I told them it was okay with a smile on my face and went on my way.
   
2. I had been looking for a book I had been wanting to read called Mein Kampf. My math teacher didn't have a large array of books in her class so it wasn't a book I figured she'd have, even our library didn't, but I was working on some work sheet and I had a thought that she had the book. Almost like being on autopilot I walked over and grabbed it off the shelf without having to search for it.
   
3. Third time was when my boyfriend and I went flee marketing and went to a store neither of have been a couple towns over. When we walked in I had this thought again and this time I said it out loud to him "they have an ouija board." I hadn't been interested in getting one, my boyfriend was extremely religious so it wasn't something I thought he'd want. But once again almost like I went on autopilot I went down a couple isles and reached up on the top of a shelf and grabbed it. I asked my boyfriend if we could get it and he told me hell no. Lol.
   

Those are the only times I've had this happen and each time happened roughly around the same span of time.
Other weird things that's happened to me that I'll keep brief : - a couple times I saw a woman in a red dress in my house. First time she was staring at me in the hall way to my room. Second time she was walking next to me and I saw her in the corner of my eyes. My aunt when visiting got scared and announced "I swear I just saw a woman in a red dress on your couch" which confirmed to me it wasn't trick of the eye. Nothing happened after.

• I saw hatman once which I now know is common with sleep paralysis. But I didn't have that at the time, I do now. I was playing on the computer at my house and it started messing up and the light above my started flickering. I looked over to look at the light and I saw a shadow figure which looked like he was wearing a top hat and a trench coat. Completely paralyzed with fear. He went away and everything went back to normal.
  
• when I was 18 I worked at a sandwich shop. Next door to us was a haircutting place and they got free drinks from us so we got to know them pretty well. When I was working one day one of them came up to me and said "please don't take this the wrong way, you've got a bad juju about you. It's not you though, usually when people see past the veil spirits will cling to them and it dirties their aura. Do you mind if I cleanse you tomorrow night after work?" My only ghost experience at this point was hatman and the woman in red so I never thought I could see past the veil but I agreed. The night she cleansed me I went to a graveyard after to play hide and seek with a couple of friends cause we were bored. The next day at work the woman walks in and looks at me and says "what the fuck did you do?" And when she found out I went to the graveyard she said "did you not listen to me? You can't do that."
  

These are the only weird things to happen to me. Most of the time it was just pointless things. Is this anything? And if it is, what are ways I can strengthen it? I'm 28 now and nothing has happened since I was a teen but if it's possible Id like to know what I can do to get that back.
Thank you in advance!

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Hey all. You know how it's proven that after 2 month passes since you finished school your chance of passing NCLEX drops dramatically? Well I recently found that out and that fact has hit me like a truck because I barely reviewed since school ended (I know it's my fault)
Basically near the end of school I was so burnt out. Nursing school left me feeling like a wrung out smelly RAG. That Shit was ROUGH as I'm sure you know. After that I celebrated and spent time trying to enjoy life, waking up whenever, doing hobbies, buying flowers and yummy food, exercising, trying to find joy again etc. I somehow got mid 80s-90 in the last 2 years of school but I feel like I skirted through nursing school and like I dont know/remember things. I never had the best memory.
I finished school mid April, got my ATT May 2, and scheduled the NCLEX for end of June but being the procrastinator I am, pushed it back to mid July. Is one month enough to study and prepare to test? It will have been 3 months since I finished school. The hurdles are not over as there is still the ultimate NCLEX left. Clearly, I did not get the memo. But, I WANT to be a NURSE!!!!! Did I just shoot myself in the foot? I'm scared to push it back further.
Anyone have a similar experience/feelings or advice? welp

Does my (28F) husband (30M) hate me, vacation, or just my ideas?
My husband and I have been married 7 years and have 2 young kids (2 and 4) and we don’t get out much without them- like probably once every 4+ months. My mother agreed to watch our kids for a week while we take a vacation just the two of us but this has proven to be extremely frustrating.
My mom is only available for a week in July, which bummed my husband out as he wanted to go to universal studios but isn’t excited about the weather and the busyness that time of year. Regardless he keeps suggesting we go in September when we literally CANNOT GO and it ticks me off more and more each time he mentions it.
We live in the west and I’d like to visit Boston or the Carolinas and he just keeps on suggesting family vacations and again, this is extremely frustrating as that’s not what we have on the docket. And then today he’s saying that he doesn’t want to be gone so long because he feels bad about inconveniencing my mother even though he has no reason to believe that she doesn’t want to do it. I’m seriously so close to just canceling the whole thing because of his lack of desire to make this happen. We’ve been talking about this for months and the time is near that we absolutely HAVE to make a choice.
I already agreed to stay in the rental we’re living in that I hate until the end of the summer to compensate for going on a farther location trip, but now he’s going back on what he said earlier and now I’m just ticked.
I promise we’ve talked about it, he knows how I feel, I just literally don’t know what to DO now. What can I do? Do you have recommendations where we can go in the US in July that can combine fun (his desires) and beauty/history/architecture(my desires)?

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How on this sweet earth does OUR council manage to spew away OUR money on technolgical functionality that is not only not fit for purpose but is actually kind of sort of kind of deliberately snarky! It's kind of, "Thanks for uploading all that stuff you already uploaded three months ago and we realised that it used to be SO MUCH EASIER, but today wer're going to actually just go, nah. For shits and giggles."
For the record. I actually scanned a whole new batch of shite - so as to be within date of their 'within the last x time'. I am bemused. In an utterly infurated want to murder people kind of way.
The parking stuff in Brighton is beyond a joke, as per council-run stuff, from residents' parking to actually allowing anyone to kind of even go near getting a parking space south of Patcham without having a direct link to the gods to perhaps maybe sort of if you pray hard enough get a connection to the the app master who will deign you worthy of getting 'through' to them to pay half your month's food bill to park in the town you live in for a couple of hours as you stand in front of the machine, and scan the QR code in desperatoin because the app work doesn't work and if it does, it times out while checking the card you loving registered with them in order to actually maybe be able to GOSH park in the city where this nonsense company runs the parking meters.
Oh, but, car free, carbon neutral, lah, lah. Yeah, so my car free friends say when they're not wanting me to take their shit to the tip or run them to the stations...
I would rather take my own liver out with a crochet hook than even attempt to park in Brighton these days, and now, apprently, having lived at the same address for 20 years, paid my council tax (God I sound like a Daily Mail reader), and so on, have only ever 'renewed' my parking permit, went to do it, and now, "WE NEED MORE INFORMATION".
I'm going to write a stern letter to my local councillors, and in the meantime try to find out what the effing whatever the dark portal of resident parking renewal - first born ripe from the 13th flooor of the Sussex County Hospital tower block? Some freshly brewed level ket? - require and oblige them.
Fuck. So fucking effing stupid pointless stupid waste of time dealing with the idiot ridiculousness that is all this. How on this earth did Brighton and Hove City Council manage to instigate a 'bit' of their website re resident parking permit renewals that is just the most awful thing? It's kind of like they actually tried? I can't see or understand how it can be so awful without someone or some people actually trying to make it functionally and practically and actually this unfit for purpose. Well, well done them if that was the brief!
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So! I had this idea for a dramatic, romantic, supernatural/kind of but not really horror plot!
Plot: You were one of those girls who always made friends wherever you went, even in the most unlikely of places. One day after being hospitalized for [any reason of your choice], you wind up meeting a sickly and pale young girl around your own age. The two of you begin hitting it off and chattering late into the night about anything and everything. She eventually opens up to you that she has a horribly fatal disease, the doctors had been surprised she'd made it to six years old and assured her that she'd be dead before seven. You two were discharged around the same time and swapped contact info and found out you were both set to go to the same school.
You two made it through the highs and lows of having a disease like this in your friendship and shortly after your friend turned 16, she took a turn for the worse. Over the last few months, she had been getting a little bit of definition to her body, a bit more meat on the bones. Six months after she turned 16 she had never looked worse. Barely anything but skin and bone, even her hair had begun withering and dying. Two days before her seventeenth birthday, she gave you a locket with a picture of them when they went to prom. They'd made an acception for the two of them because of the terminal diagnosis. It was you two at you best, you in [an outfit of your choice] and her in a custom tailored dress that hugged her body and made her look alive.
On her seventeenth birthday, she was declared deceased and a funeral was held the week after. When you saw her body, dressed in a pastel blue dress, you hated it. Despite being sickly she was always a goth at heart. When you looked around, no one seemed to actually be mourning, they were almost relieved. You even hear one of her uncle's whisper to her father, "good thing too, she was eating up so much of your time and money. Now you focus on having a real child."
Years later, you had convinced yourself you'd moved on, wearing the locket as a momento every day and a reminder that no one deserves to be called a burden. One day in the mail, you receive a letter that was written in a beautiful flowing script. There was something familiar about the wording. The letter was inviting you to dinner at the address of the old gothic mansion that had been legend in your childhood neighborhood. You'd thought it was abandoned. On your next day off, you make your way back to that mansion and, upon ringing the doorbell, are greeted to an old man in a nice suit. "Ah, mistress Y/N. My mistress has been expecting you." He ushers you inside and you look around the immaculate gothic decor and hear a pair heeled boots coming down the stairs.
The form of a woman with supple curves, wearing a black skirt over torn fishnets and knee high leather boots with a lot of unnecessary fake buckles. She wore a belt with spiked studs, a black crop top that did a poor job of hiding her bra straps, a choker with the same spiked studded pattern as the belt and hair the shield in the dim light, as black as obsidian. Her makeup was everything one would expect from a fashion sense like that, large wings on the eyes, black glossy lipstick and matching fingernails. She wore a wrist band of the spiked studs on one wrist and a mess of bracelets on the other.
As she stands in front of you, you can feel your heart skip when you see the face attached to all of this. It was a familiar face but... More supple, plump, like the two of you would imagine she would look if she weren't ravaged by disease. "Y/N, it's been nearly six years since I last saw you." As she speaks, you catch a glimpse of her teeth and her canines seemed... Large. Even by healthy standards.
So! What do you think? Interested? If you are, go ahead and pm me and we can move to discord! This is strictly a gxg/fxf/wlw plotline.
There it is! And yes the romance is mandatory! Thanks for reading!

I am interested in how people are thinking about interest rates in the setting of inflation data.
Without extrapolation of current data. What reasons do people have for believing a Central Bank Cash Rate which has been consistently below the inflation rate is adequate to change market behaviours to reduce spending.
It appears to me, all discussions of the Cash Rate is based on our Housing Mortgage exposure of household balance sheets, which with leverage pulls money from consumer spending. However if the available interest rates available to someone sits below expected inflation rates of a particular good or service, overall it still would be justified for some to pull forward spending to occur.
In summary, our current interest rate is still Negative in real terms. If servicing is possible spending is still economically justified.
Why do you think otherwise?

This is so long I’m sorry lol.
TL:DR: my primary may be having their friend/roommate/ex work with them, after this ex was incredibly passive aggressive and disrespectful to our relationship. They didn’t talk to me first and I overheard while I was visiting them at work. Now I’ve been triggered for the last day because I haven’t been able to talk to my partner about it, and I’m looking for advice on what boundaries to set.
I’m (NB 23) so crushed and disappointed in my partner (NB 25) right now. I found out via overhearing a conversation yesterday when I was visiting my partner at work that their ex/roommate (she/her 29) may be picking up a shift there.
I hesitate to even call this person an ex because she was never supposed to be in a full blown relationship with my partner in the first place, that’s just where she tried to take things and my partner wasn’t down. Long story short, she started imposing romantic relationship expectations on my partner, and then retaliated against me and my partner when she wasn’t getting what she wanted, making me feel very uncomfortable and emotionally unsafe in their shared home. Now we have to get her permission for me to stay the night in my partners home. She’s also overstepped into our relationship tremendously when the two of them started having casual sex through to when they stopped (slamming doors because of us kissing in the living room, completely cold shouldering me without ever communicating expectations of a parallel dynamic, entering my quality time with my partner if we were spending our time together in the common space and speaking only to them, interrupting my partner and I’s time together to request goodnight time, and kissing them after they stopped having sex even though my partner was clear about not being romantically interested). She’s wildly passive aggressive, and has only now started trying to be nice to me after she’s been finally having her needs met elsewhere, instead of imposing her needs on my partner when they weren’t my partners responsibility in the first place. I am very distrustful of her and am not interested in occupying space with her, as she has made it clear that she doesn’t consider the impact of her actions on other people. And on top of that, she absolutely leeches all of my energy. I wouldn’t be affiliated with her whatsoever if it weren’t for her being my partners friend, roommate, and now ex.
Now I come to find out while I’m trying to be sweet in visiting my partner that apparently she’s likely to be working with them now. And it was just casual conversation between them and the boss about what her schedule and pay would look like. I feel so fucking blindsided. I haven’t had a chance to talk to my partner about it because we have a rule for no poly conversations over text while the other is at work. They have no idea that I heard or that I’m as intensely upset as I am.
While I’m moderately upset that they could potentially be more enmeshed on top of living together, I’m completely crushed that it didn’t cross their mind to consider mentioning this to me first. I know I don’t know all of the context, but I’ve been triggered for 24 hours and it’s so hard not to spiral. Even if they intended to tell me, I’m upset that this conversation with me about her occupying where they spend the second most amount of their time is being treated as retroactive. And they’ve told me I’m their priority so many times. We’ve nearly broken up several times because of the miscommunications when it comes to their relationship with her, going all the way back to how the start of their relationship was fundamentally miscommunicated to me (they were vague, leading me to think that they were going to be cuddle buddies until they came back to me telling me they had sex). Not to mention the poor judgment in trying to have a casual relationship with a roommate. So given everything that we’ve had to work through on this, I feel like it should be common sense that I would want to be considered in this change, or that this would affect me. Is that too much to ask?
I’m dreading having this confrontation with my partner but it needs to happen. I’m trying to take it as an opportunity to set very clear boundaries about their ex but I’m feeling stuck in the sense of how are my boundaries ever supposed to anticipate something like this? I don’t understand why they’d be interested in working with someone who makes them uncomfortable at home!! They’ve literally told me they’re unsettled just by aspects of her personality. I don’t fucking get it.
Bottom line, a friend suggested that I set a boundary around communication about her such as “I’d like to be considered and informed if you’re going to involve her in your life in ways other than a roommate”. I honestly feel traumatized by this like if I miss a boundary they’re just going to hurt me again. I’m so tired of going through these motions with her and I think my partner should know better by now. It’s been about a year of this.
I would love advice on more ideas for boundaries. I’m struggling to know what’s too much to ask and what isn’t too much to ask. All I know is that I don’t want to occupy space with her unless I choose to and that I’m upset about her potentially rooting herself deeper into my partners life. And I’m upset with my partner for not thinking to mention this to me before going forward with it at work.

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today i found an Haier 65" tv which is labeled HQLED panel and the seller told me its OLED it was 1999 SAR (530$ roughly)... tried to google it but nothing comes up and now im wondering if it really is QLED or its a marketing scheme.
im planning on getting the tv for my mom (she wouldn't even know the difference but still i want to make sure.

I just graduated with a Bachelor's in Statistics from a well regarded university. My GPA was pretty good (3.7). However, I did not get accepted to any of the internships I applied to for last summer (2022) so I have no relevant work experience.
I cannot afford to go to grad school. I need to start working and earning money. I don't need 6 figures or anything, I'm not trying to become rich. I just want to be able to afford an apartment or something so I don't have to live with my parents for too much longer. I'm currently applying to data entry positions as well as part-time tutoring positions so I can earn some money while living with my parents, but obviously neither of those things pays well enough for me to move out.
I never really figured out what I want to do with my life. I have zero real connections from college because nothing really inspired me to reach out to anyone, and I was a dumbass who didn't realize I was digging a hole for myself. I don't really feel like I'm a career oriented person anyway. Part of why I chose statistics is that I do like working with data, I definitely don't hate it, and it is something I can do competently. I always knew I wasn't going to get a Master's though, so I decided during my Junior Year that I would go for data analyst positions. I applied to dozens of internships but did not get accepted to any for that summer.
Soon after the start of my senior year of college, I experienced a depressive episode which lasted for nearly 6 months. I was able to focus on getting my schoolwork done well but I could not muster the effort needed to apply for jobs or internships consistently. By the time I got out of that around February-March, the task of becoming a data analyst with no experience seemed so daunting that I decided to seek advice.
The advice I got led me to decide to try to become an actuary. No Master's degree required, mathematical/statistical field, but most importantly to me it seemed like a narrow area of focus. I was *told* that passing the first 2 exams would make you competitive in the entry level market. So I went down that path. I actually failed my first attempt at the P exam in May, but I am taking it again in July and feel pretty confident I will pass this time. However, upon further research, it appears that what I was told isn't really true. It seems almost impossible to get an entry level job without an internship. I can't really find any actuarial internships in my area (and in my area is important, because I can't financially afford to move away from my parents). I've seen some people say that getting a job or internship in a related field such as data/business analysis basically counts as the type of experience one would need, but that just circles around to the same problem as before where you can't actually get a job in those fields without an internship (or a series of seemingly unintelligible steps which come with no guarantees of success), and local internships are hard to find and extremely competitive (I couldn't get any while in college with good grades).
This is who I am:
Skills:
-Statistical Methods and Reasoning
-Mathematical Skills and Reasoning
-Microsoft Word, Excel, and Powerpoint
-Lots of Experience with R
-Data Visualization (Excel, R, was working on Power BI before I started studying for actuarial exams full time)
Strengths:
-Strong Memory
-Responsible with time-management, deadlines, and the like
-Attentive to small details
-Strong analytical reasoning skills
-Explaining things to people
-Willing to put up with repetitive tasks
-Perceived as warm and likeable by most people
-Strong written communicator, pretty good oral communicator
-Quick learner
-Currently have tons of free time
Weaknesses:
-Bad at getting started on things if I don't know where I'm going/don't have reasonable expectation of success
-Currently have no connections and no experience
-I don't understand what I actually want career wise
-Don't understand how to "put myself out there" in a job search sense
-Fairly quiet/more of a "follower" personality than a leader
What I need:
-A narrow pathway with clear steps and a reasonable expectation of success
-Enough money to move out eventually (this isn't a huge number because I don't spend much, I'm fairly minimalist in how I live)
What I want, but don't necessarily need:
-Mentorship
-Something reasonably engaging
-Stability and security
With money not being a factor, I would go back to school and get a degree in linguistics or atmospheric sciences/climatology, both of which I find more interesting than statistics, and make connections with profs and try to get into research positions. But money is actually a very big limiting factor. I cannot do this financially and I refuse to go into debt. I'm currently on the actuarial "pathway" but it is clearly much wider and more uncertain than I thought it was a few months ago. I'm not personally married to staying on a data/statistics pathway of any sort (sunk cost) but I can't afford more formal education. Is there a "pathway" for me? Is my story common? If so, where do people like me go? I have a shit-ton of free time indefinitely so I can afford to spend lots of time learning stuff and grinding, and I have the willpower to do that, but I have no money.

I just want to clarify here the rules for passing school busses in the city, as I had a situation today that spooked me.
I was driving my work vehicle in a residential area (not near a school) after school today. A bus was pulled onto the right side of the road, around a curve, I was already going under 30km approaching the bus. Bus had amber lights flashing, and children were exiting onto the sidewalk. I slowed further and proceeded past the bus, at a near crawl. As I got to the front, two young children ran out from the front of the bus across the street. I saw them and stopped, didn't come close to them but they got spooked and one start crying (I was around half a cars length away when I stopped, as I was going slow but the kids did come out quickly). This shook me up too, and a nearby man on a bicycle who witnessed this came running to my vehicle, banged on my driver window, and upon rolling the window down he Screamed at me that I have to stop behind unloading busses and I could have killed those kids. He screamed at me in the street for several minutes.
I was under the impression that you only have to come to a complete stop when red lights and/or stop arm are flashing, they were not, the stop arm wasn't out on the bus at all. I thought amber lights means proceed with caution, which I did. Now I'm incredibly stressed that the bus driver or someone will report me to my company, or police, and have me fired or fined over this. On top of the guilt I feel and the what ifs. This whole thing shook me up so much I'm considering quitting my job on Monday as I'm feeling driving is just too big of a risk and liability.
Can anyone offer advice and clarify the rules for passing busses? Was this my fault? Can anything happen to me for this situation? Apologies for the long post, I'm just incredibly upset and shaken up.

Because I don’t mean it.
Every so often, my husband will ask me to tell him that I love him. And every time, I feel myself physically getting sick. The blood drains from my face. I feel my mouth twist into a frown as I visibly become upset. I hate lying or having to pretend. I spend a good amount of time dancing around the matter, cracking jokes, doing anything to try and change the topic. But he’s more stubborn than I am, and I can only resist his incessant pleading for so long. When I say those dreaded three words, it makes me feel awful because for him it means so much, whereas it never crosses my mind to tell him such things—I just don’t feel it.
Today we were cuddling when he dropped the infamous request on me again. This time, after I finally relented after a five-minute-long guilt trip (that I probably deserve), he instantly smiled, then got up and left. I was so relieved—sometimes just telling him is enough to satisfy him, but other times he’ll start going on about how I never tell him that I love him. I always feel extremely guilty, and probably rightfully so—he constantly tells me how much he loves me and is always the one who wants to cuddle or kiss; meanwhile, even though I adore him and I can confidently say he’s my best friend, I have not felt what I consider to be “love” for him in a long, long time. For him to have to practically beg me now and then to at least make him feel like I love him must be fucking horrible, and I don’t know how to fix this whole situation.
“Fake it ‘till you make it” doesn’t work for me; I simply cannot pretend to be someone I’m not or feel things I just don’t, and it just makes me feel gross to try and pass it off as genuine. He knows this, and yet insists that I tell him anyway so that he at least has the illusion of reciprocated love, I guess. We cannot just break up either (not that he would want to, anyway). While my days of being intensely in love with him are long gone, I still deeply care for and value him. But I would be lying if I said I want him nearly half as much as he seems to want me. The spark between us is gone, at least on my end. We—no, I, have fallen out of love, and it’s becoming one of the biggest sources of stress in my life.
I cannot leave, nor can I bring myself to tell my husband that I love him without a guilty conscience plaguing my mind. I vaguely remember the days when I was so into him that I was more willing to step out of my comfort zone to do all those things that I never really liked but that he loved, like holding hands or using terms of endearment. I’ve already decided that if we ever break up, I’m going to enjoy being single and not having anyone expect me to do things that most people consider “romantic” for a good, long while. Above all, I feel awful for my husband, who I suspect tries to hide how much my lack of affection affects him. Sometimes I secretly hope he leaves me the first chance he gets because he definitely deserves better. Until then, I will just have to live with the fact that I hate telling my husband that I love him.